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The older of the two women sitting
by my fire, a heavy woman with a lumpy face and arm muscles like a
man’s, glared at both me and him for the interruption. “As I was saying,
we think my granddaughter may have been molested by one of the Seal
People.”
“Was she injured?”
“No, not physically,” the younger woman
said. “That’s why—” She broke off unable to finish her thought in words.
This woman was a younger version of her
mother. She sipped at her tea and glanced nervously about the room. Her
eyes glided over the bundles of herbs drying in the rafters, my rawhide
and pole bed with the bright wool blanket in the corner, and the carved
cedar-wood boxes along one wall. “How can you stand to live out here
alone? Aren’t you afraid of them?”
The Dina’Rhon, the magical seal people,
were hated and feared by all the fisherman up and down the coast. The
older woman glared at her daughter, and the younger stammered a hasty
apology. I took a sip of my tea to hide my smile.
The women exchanged looks, then the old
mother set her cup down and boldly said, “Some say that you are kin to
the Seal people, and that is why you have chosen to live on out here
after your children left and your husband died. If the story is
true—then you are the one who can discover the truth of my
granddaughter’s strange malady.
#
The room was dark, lit only by the
ruddy glow of the fire. Outside another winter storm sent rain hurling
down upon the cedar bark roof. I sat on a bench against the wall, a
feather comforter draped about my shoulders to keep off the drafts. My
sixteen-year-old patient, Shashil, sat on the floor between my knees,
listless but compliant. Her oval face with its dark eyes and full lips
was shadowed from my view by her fall of long black hair, but I had seen
the blankness of her expression earlier. On the other side of the room
the grandmother and mother sat huddled in their shawls.
My apprentice sprinkled a mixture of
dried cedar leaves and other herbs over the fire and brushed us with a
raven wing fan. I inhaled the fragrant smoke, placed my hands gently on
the girl’s temples and closed my eyes.
As I sank down into my dream, I heard
my apprentice drum and sing her medicine song. Swimming through the
void, my spirit at last saw a rocky beach at dawn, gray mist still
cloaking the green water in feathery tendrils of luminescence.
Alone during her spirit quest and the
three months of her initiation into womanhood, Shashil, naked but for a
loincloth about her hips, walked upon the shore. Her black hair loose
down her back swayed with the movement of her long brown legs. She had a
willow basket on one arm and held a heavy digger like a walking stick in
the other hand.
Unlike the tearful, dreamy vagueness
I’d observed in the home of her relatives, this vision-woman was so
alive and filled with moon blood ecstasy. She raised her arms and sang
to the morning. She laughed at the antics of young otters playing tag up
the beach, heard gulls arguing, and sensed the swimming schools of
minnows, feeding in the shallows.
Continuing her foraging, she checked
her fish traps, dug wild onion in a sunny meadow and collected tender
seaweed when she returned once more to the shore. As Shashil headed
toward the moon hut she had woven for herself out of willow saplings,
cedar boughs and debris, she paused uncertainly. The hair on the back of
her neck prickled in alarm.
Up ahead a small creek flowed out of
the trees onto the beach. While the rest of the shore was bright with
sunlight, in this spot, the morning mists still clung thick and heavy
along the water where an old log snag lay half buried. Setting down her
basket, Shashil turned in a circle, scenting the air, like a bear.
Should she retrace her steps, take the long way back to her camp? No.
She had survived more than one moon here alone; what was to fear from a
fog?
She entered the fog with her heavy
digging stick held before her like a club. Blood scent was strong—very
near—but not her own. She climbed the half-buried logs of the snag, then
nearly stumbled into the water when she saw the bloody corpse of a seal,
lying among the branches and seaweed of the snag. It hadn’t been there
when she had passed that way last evening.
Shashil was elated. Such a windfall
would last her nearly all the remaining time of her isolation, if she
butchered and dried the meat. Cautiously, she studied the ground for
sign of the predator that had done this, but she saw no tracks but her
own. That meant the seal had been attacked while still in the water. It
had managed to escape only to expire on the beach. Shashil went closer.
She would have to be quick before a bear or wolf pack discovered her
treasure and disputed her ownership of the prize.
Wading into the shallow water, she
touched the oily fur. When the seal made no sound or aggressive move,
she concluded it was indeed dead. Flinging her stick to the shore,
Shashil picked up the seal’s back flippers and began dragging it onto
the beach. The seal was heavy, but the thought of its rich tasty meat
roasting over her fire leant her strength.
At last the seal lay on a patch of
grass away from the water. Shashil flopped down beside it panting. The
day was hot; she was sticky with blood and sweat from her exertions.
Tiny biting insects buzzed around her naked shoulders in an annoying
cloud. She was hungry. If she made a fire right here, the smoke would
discourage the bugs, and she could cut off some of the fat meat to
roast, before starting the tedious chore of butchering the carcass to
carry to her hut.
She rolled the seal onto its back and
drew her knife, but what was this! The seal’s heart pounded beneath her
hand. Startled, she froze with knife upraised as the seal’s dark eyes
opened and ensnared her. A voice spoke into her mind. <<Please, pretty
human, don’t kill me. I am no seal offering myself for your cook fire.
Help me; receive my blessing in return.>>
She dropped the knife. Was he truly one
of the magical sea people? To test him, she said, “You look like any
old seal to me. How do I know you are one of the Dina’Rhon?”
He bared his teeth and made a phlegmy
bark of laughter like a seal. <<You are a very clever young woman. My
wounds ... I haven’t the strength to change. Can you wait until I am
stronger, pretty human? At such a time, I will reward your faith in me
with sweet kisses.>>
“Don’t do that!” Shashil gasped at the
tingling warmth growing between her thighs and struck the seal hard
upon the chest. He let out a painful grunt and blinked up at her. “I’ve
heard the stories. You treat me with respect or I will leave you on this
beach for the wolves.”
<<I apologize.>> His eyes moist with
tears, he studied her for a long moment, then said, <<In truth it is a
new experience for me being so vulnerable. Your knife is sharp, I can
see—made of the new traders’ steel, yes? I only thought to please you so
that you wouldn’t kill and eat me—>>
“I won’t kill and eat you—as long as
you behave yourself.”
<<I will behave. For as long as you
wish me to—and no longer.>> When she glared at him, he showed his teeth
in the way of seals, but his grin was curiously human and beguiling.
It took some doing, but at last Shashil
managed to get him back to her moon hut and put him in her bed of cedar
boughs. She washed his wounds and covered them with a healing paste of
yarrow and tree gum. Then she fed him raw fish from her basket and he
slept.
When she awoke next morning a man, not
a seal, lay beside her. A man square of frame and well-muscled. A man
with long, brindle hair, sharp cheek bones and lips that looked as if
they knew how to kiss a woman breathless. Banishing such thoughts from
her mind, she through a blanket over his nakedness and rose. This was
the time of her spirit quest. According to her elders, she was to spend
it alone—praying—what was she going to do with him? She couldn’t just
abandon him, but if the women came to check on her...
#
Shashil brought him seaweed and fish
soup as his wounds healed. Each time their fingers touched as she held
out a morsel to him, a fiery torrent surged through her blood. Each time
he looked into her eyes and smiled, she felt a spasm knot in her gut and
a new wetness trickle down between her legs. She knew he was stronger
than he let on, but continued to indulge him. She knew it wasn’t
Dina’Rhon magic ensnaring her heart, but her own body betraying her. The
musky scent of her moon-blood permeated the air of the tiny dwelling,
heightening awareness and working its female magic on both of them. In
the summer moonlight when they lay side by side, never quite touching,
she couldn’t sleep for thought of him. Yet she resisted her body’s
desire, and he kept his word and never used his power to force her to
couple with him.
To take her mind off her body’s
betraying impulses on those sleepless nights, she quenched her feelings
in talk, telling him all about herself and her relatives and the people
in her village. He asked questions about the strangers who had come in
their big boats to the coast. Unfortunately much of what he wanted to
know she couldn’t answer. And though she persisted in asking, he never
told her much about himself or how he had come to be wounded and alone
on the beach near her hut. His evasions frustrated her, but he would
only laugh and change the subject.—which made her furious.
“You tease me and call me your Star. I
have given you my true name as a sign of my trust, but why won’t you
tell me your name or anything about you in return?”
“Tell you my name? Ah, pretty human, we
never do that. Haven’t you heard the stories?”
Yes, she had heard the stories; she
knew what she was asking of him. He would be risking much to confide in
her. But she was taking chances too. Surely she had the right to know
something of him and his life under the sea. Who was he; what was his
name? Why was he here; how had he been wounded? So many questions
needing answers.
Unwanted tears stinging her eyes, she
wiped them away angrily and said, “I know you fear I would have too much
power over you if I knew your true name, but I would never do anything
to hurt you—surely you know that by now.”
Sensing her distress, he sobered
immediately. He took her hand, his eyes soft and luminous. “I know that,
my Star. With all my heart I believe you. I am honored that you have
shared such a precious gift as your name with me, but it is for your own
protection that I tell you so little. You have been so kind; I want no
harm to come to you because of me.”
Did he know how her people felt about
the Dina’Rhon? Probably. “No harm will come to me because of you,” she
assured him blithely, ignoring the knot in her stomach. “My elders will
be angry with me—if they find out about you being here, but they will
not banish or harm me. You can tell me about yourself and your people,
truly.”
He laughed softly and took her hand. “I
wouldn’t wish to anger your elders, but it was my enemy of which i was
speaking.” As she opened her mouth to protest, he touched a hand to her
lips, silencing her. “Yes, my enemies may come looking for me even
here—and I don’t want you hurt. They are fearsome creatures with
powerful magic, unlike anything known to your people. If they were to
find you—that would be terrible, trust me... . Against your will they
might force you to tell them about me. Try to understand, my Star; I
can’t take that chance—for both our sakes.”
“I’m not afraid—”
“I’m sure of that, my beautiful Star.
Don’t pout or be cross with me. When my enemies found me and nearly
killed me, it was the power of your moon-blood magic that lured me here
out of the chaos. If it wasn’t for you, I would have died, because I was
lost in their conjured fog.”
Shashil believed him and was secretly
proud, marveling at this wondrous power that was her emerging womanhood.
She had given another back his life with her womb magic, and someday,
her womb would nurture and bring forth a child into this world with that
same power
#
Singing her medicine song to the gray
dawn, Shashil left her lodge to forage along the beach. Her flow was
heavy; her second moon cycle in the moon hut had begun in earnest. She
would have liked to stay in her hut and offer up her prayers then return
to her bed for the day. She smiled to herself as she walked. No, that
would never do; there was a hungry Dina’Rhon to feed sleeping in her
bed.
She wanted to surprise him with
something special, so she took her net and fish spear to the mouth of
Plenty Fish Creek. Maybe if the fish were kind and came to her call
today, she could rest tomorrow.
The salmon in the creek were indeed
kind and soon her basket was full. Still singing, she started back to
her hut as the sun burned away the morning mists..
Near where she had discovered the
Dina’Rhon, an unnatural fog cloaked the snag and the water beyond. Her
steps slowed; a feeling of danger once again made the hair on the back
of her neck rise. Three shadowy figures walked slowly towards the beach.
They were man-like in form, but their heads and bodies were covered in
what seemed to Shashil to be a hide of silver metal. Smooth, black
shell-like objects covered the place where their eyes should be. A long
ridged tube obscured their noses and mouths. It hung down over their
chests and made loud snuffing sounds, like a dog trying to catch the
scent of a rabbit.
My enemies have powerful magic unlike
anything known to your people. I fear for you should they find you.
The Dina’Rhon’s words echoed in her mind, filling her heart with dread.
Shashil took a deep breath, willing herself to stop trembling. He was
right about his enemies being fearsome creatures, terrible to look upon.
They smelled of darkness and burnt metal. Alive, but not alive—alien, it
took all her strength of will to not run screaming into the forest.
They had come out of the mists from
another world to kill her Dina’Rhon—she was sure of it. Well, they
couldn’t have him. He belonged to her. Feeling suddenly as fierce and
protective as a mother bear, Shashil set down her basket and faced them
with spear in hand. Her movement had caught their interest, and they
turned as one to face her.
<<Where is he?>> a flat, colorless
voice said into her mind. The sound sent chills down her spine, as they
no doubt planned that it would. Shashil bared her teeth like a wolf and
raised her spear. “You don’t belong in my world. Go back through the
doorway. You have no right to be here. Go!”
A harsh laugh, then, <<We seek our
enemy. That is all the right we need. The scent of living blood has
drawn us. We will search until we find him. Get out of the way, puny
creature.>> They took a step closer, water dripping from the metal
joints of their legs as they neared the shore.
Shashil laughed, the power of her
moon-blood singing a war song in her veins. In her mind she heard the
words of the old grandmother who had given her the teachings before her
relatives brought her here. The
gifts of creation and destruction are the blessings of a woman’s womb.
Use your magic wisely, child.
“Blood? Is that what you foul creatures
smell? Then, unless I am now the enemy you have come so far to seek,
your search is in vain. It is my blood you smell on the beach this
morning and no other.”
They stopped. <<We do smell living
blood upon your body, but you do not appear to be injured. Therefore, we
conclude that the blood scent is not yours but belongs to our enemy
instead. You will take us to him immediately.>>
Shashil offered them her toothy smile
again. “No, I am not injured, but I do bleed. It is the magic blood of
women. Have you never heard of it?”
They paused again. <<No puny magic of
yours can match our power. What is this new magic you speak of?>>
“Ah, but I am more powerful than
you, for mine is a magic that can create life—as well as destroy it.
Would you like to see?”
Without giving them time to reply, she
withdrew a clump of moss from between her legs. “Come, enemy, know my
magic,” she shouted and threw her spear and the bloody moss with all her
strength at the one in the middle.
The spear bounced harmlessly off its
silver skin, but the bloody moss hit the monster n the chest. The moon
blood burst into a shower of crimson sparks. The monster shrieked,
exploding into a ball of golden fire in the next moment. Shashil hurled
another missile. Once more, it found a target, and another of the
creatures burst into flame and disappeared. But before she could gather
more moss, the third of her opponents faded back into the mists.
Amazed at her own bravado, her body
trembling with the aftershock of the encounter, Shashil picked up her
basket and hurried up the beach away from her hut. At the next creek she
came to, she walked upstream in the icy water till her feet were numb.
Then she climbed out on a bridge of rocks and headed off through the
forest. She had decided to disguise her trail and take the long way back
to her hut. If the third alien creature chose to reappear and follow
her, she wouldn’t be leading it back to her seal man.
Dusty and exhausted, it was late
morning by the time Shashil reached her moon hut. All was quiet, but she
approached cautiously nonetheless. To her surprise, the blanket covering
the entrance was closed tight, just as she’d left it in the early dawn.
Normally by this time of day, he would have risen, and pulled it aside
to let in the cool breezes off the ocean. She paused by the entrance,
listening for sounds of life from within. She heard nothing, and that
frightened her worse than confronting the enemy on the beach. Had they
known all along where he was hiding? Had the third one come for him
while she was wandering about making false trails?
Stifling a sob, she dropped her basket
and spear by the entrance and blundered into the pungent heat of the
hut’s dim interior. Then Shashil let out a frightened cry as strong arms
enfolded her. When she recognized who held her, she flung her arms about
him, resting her face against his smooth chest. Leaning down to kiss
her, he rested his cheek against her hair. He held her tightly, rocking
from side to side, crooning softly in a wordless language of relief.
“Oh, my foolish, brave woman-child. I
sensed my enemy searching for me when I woke. I prayed you would stay
away—and then when you didn’t return, I was so frightened for you. I was
coming to look for you when I heard your footsteps.” Releasing her, he
knelt and kissed the mound of her sex. “You are a wonder to me. The
power you were able to focus behind the intent of your woman’s medicine
power was most impressive. I honor you above all beings.”
She stepped away; he was making her
uncomfortable with his praise. “Stop that.” Returning to the outside,
Shashil retrieved her basket and went down to the water to clean her
catch. The Dina’Rhon was a wonder to her too. Unlike so many men, he
seemed to revel in her woman’s secret mysteries. But even so, she had
never guessed her blood magic was powerful enough to kill an enemy.
Later, over a meal of fish and wild
strawberries, she described to him her encounter on the beach. When she
finished, she asked, “I know you said before that you didn’t want to
tell me about your enemies. Well, that seems a poor excuse now. I want
to know—in fact, I feel I have a right to know after what has happened.”
He threw the last of the fish bones
into the fire and sighed. “Yes, I agree, you have earned that right.
Though I fear for your safety should they find me with you, I will tell
you what I can. Have your elders spoken to you about the mirroring of
the worlds?”
“Mirroring of the worlds?” When he
nodded, she shook her head.
“I’m sure your village wise ones would
know; most shamans do. You can ask one of them for more details later.
Very simply, what happens in your world is mirrored in other
realities—other worlds.”
“I don’t see—”
He placed a hand over hers, stopping
her words. “So impatient, my bright, crimson Star; let me finish. Your
land has been invaded by strangers with iron weapons wanting to destroy
your way of life, yes?” She nodded. “And because many worlds are linked,
so has the world from which I came and others been invaded by the ailien
creatures you saw today. They too wish to destroy and replace the old
magic with their new technology.”
“But I thought the Dina’Rhon came from
the bottom of the sea. Isn’t that just another part of our world?”
“There are convenient portals to other
worlds below the water’s surface which we use, but my kind don’t live at
the bottom of the sea as many of your people believe. But our worlds are
linked by the portals, and because of this link, what happens to one
happens to the many. Oh, maybe not right away—the time lines are never
the same, but events have a strange way of repeating themselves from one
reality to the next.”
“Are you telling me that if the enemy
in this other world wins control, the strangers from across the ocean
will do the same in my land?”
“It is possible. The destruction has
already begun, my Star, has it not? Even in your own short life time,
haven’t you been aware of the changes”
Yes, she had. The priests with their
foreign religion, the soldiers with their guns, the traders bringing
whisky and sickness—yes, there were too many changes. There was no need
of words; she was sure he could see the answer in her eyes.
“Yes, my dear one, and that is why the
Dina’Rhon fight so fiercely.” Holding her hand he rose to his feet,
bringing her to stand along with him. “We battle for the survival of
your world as well as others—never forget that, my Star.” He kissed her
hand, his lips a feathery touch upon her skin. “I grow weary and must
rest; come lie down beside me. You must be tired too.”
#
The chill of the summer twilight was in
the hut when she was roused by his movement. He had closed the blanket
and now was sitting tensely on the side of the bed, staring as if he
could see through the blanket’s brown woolen fibers like a window.
Unnatural tendrils of a damp fog snaked through the evergreen boughs of
the walls and roof to fill the air about them.
“What is it?”
At the sound of her voice he turned.
One look at his face told her the answer she dreaded. He smiled to try
and reassure her, but she could see the desperation and panic pooling in
the depths of his eyes. The sight tore at her heart.
As if to himself, he said, “Damn, I am
not ready. I needed only a little more time”
Shashil put a hand between her legs. A
warm musky wetness flowed over her fingers. “I will go out and scare it
off.”
She tried to rise, but he pulled her
roughly down beside him. “No. You took them by surprise last time, but
such a ploy may not work again. I don’t want to risk you like that.”
“But we can’t just hide in here and do
nothing,” she whispered in exasperation. “You just said your magic is
still too weak to confront it.; I have to do something to protect you.”
“Protect me.” His hand caressed her
cheek. “Ah, my fierce one, never fear, we will do something—if
you can trust me.”
“Of course I trust you. But what can
we do but fight?”
He smiled, showing the sharp tips of
his canines. “Let us do the unexpected,; perhaps the only hope of our
survival.” He lay back upon the bed of cedar boughs. When she still
looked confused, he said, “Think, my Star, how else can you use your
woman’s magic?”
With the bloody hand he still held, he
traced symbols of power upon his face with her blood.Shashil recognized
the symbols as those a shaman would use to confuse and ward off an
enemy’s magical attack. The Dina’Rhon smiled at her expression of
dawning comprehension. Then the fear returned to his eyes as a heavy
foot came down on a branch with a loud crack.
Shashil trembled, fumbling the belt
loose from around her waist and eased the bloody loin cloth from between
her legs. They hadn’t much time. She would use the scent and power of
her moon blood’s magic to conceal him. When the hand she placed between
her legs darkened with blood, she wiped it across his neck and
shoulders.
Reverting to the mind speech so as not
to be overheard, he said, <<Yes, my Star, you understand. Cover me with
your magic blood, my bright woman of power. Drown me in the musky scent
of you.>> He brought her hand to his lips licking the last traces of red
from her fingers one by one. <<Let me savor the rich taste of you, my
Star.>> Raising his red mouth he allowed his tongue to slide across her
dark nipples teasing them to erectness. Shashil’s body trembled, his
caresses were igniting her with desire. <<Do you like that, my Star?
Yes, I can see; you do like that—and maybe this? <<
Outside a loud snuffling began, then
more footsteps by the fire pit. Shashil trembled, then mastering her
fear, she dipped her hand and painted more of her blood in magical
symbols across his legs and belly. On his chest, she rubbed her bloody
fingers across his nipples in an imitation of his arousing caress. He
smiled; his body quivering with eagerness. <<I am yours—always. You have
won the heart of Cuan’Sleagh; my pretty human.>>
Shashil laughed deep in her throat.
Straddling him, she lowered herself upon the shaft of his now erect male
organ. “So, you name yourself the Sea Mother’s spear; I would test the
hardness of your blade.”
More sniffing and another footfall
crunched in the trees behind the hut. The Seal uttered a soft moan, a
new urgency to his movements as he thrust his hips upward. <<Swallow me
up, my pretty human, yes, oh yes. Let your magic blood flow over me.
Suck my essence up inside you with my seed, so there is nothing left of
me in this world for an enemy to find.>>
Sweat and blood glistening on her naked
torso, Shashil threw back her head and moved her hips in rhythm with his
thrusts.
“Yes, oh yes, my love. I take you
inside me.
“I will keep you safe inside me—forever
inside me.
“All about us is woman’s power, flowing
hot—to cover us.
“All about us is woman’s power,
down-soft and engulfing—protecting us.
“ No enemy will find us. No enemy can
harm us.
“Bright moon magic protects us
forever.”
All through the night, the enemy
prowled about the hut, but the alien was confused and never attacked.
Throughout that terrible, and yet wondrous, night, Shashil and the
Dina’Rhon who called himself the Sea’s Spear camouflaged themselves with
her blood magic and made passionate love.
Weakened and alone, with the sun, the
enemy left off its search and went back through the portal to wait for a
return of the night and the mists. Still entangled in each other’s
embrace, the exhausted couple sensed its departure and slept.
When the sun was heating the hut
uncomfortably, Shashil awakened as Cuan’Sleagh opened the door flap.
Turning, he saw her watching him. “Get up, my love, we have to wash
ourselves, pack your things, and get out of here while we still can.”
Shashil sat up, rubbing her eyes. She
felt sluggish, her brain stuffed with cattail down. “Leave this place?
Why?”
His lips touched her mouth, then his
teeth nibbled playfully at her lower lip. “Because we need to travel
somewhere away from the seashore. Somewhere on higher ground, where the
enemy’s conjured mists can’t follow us. And we need to do this before
twilight comes again.”
She threw her arms around his neck,
trying to draw him down beside her. “I am supposed to stay here till my
relatives come for me. And besides, surely we will be safe enough from
its magic. We were last night. Come back to bed.”
His laugh was soft and musical, but he
resisted her attempts to distract him with her body. “I would like
nothing better, my pretty human, but later. Truly, we must go. It will
not be safe for us here much longer. Can you not feel it?”
“Feel what? I don’t know what you are
talking about.”
Standing over her now, Cuan’Sleagh
looked down at her sternly. “Yes, you do know, if you shake the sleep
from your brain and pay attention to your body. Your blood is waning.
Another day, two at the most and the flow and your woman’s magic will
cease for this moon cycle. By that time you need to be safe in your
village and I need to be gone.”
Gone? Her heart shuddered at the
thought. After what they had shared, how could she bear to let him leave
her? No, it was impossible, too cruel to imagine.
She allowed him to raise her to her
feet, but still she resisted even though she knew what he said was true
about her moon blood. “No, you can’t go yet. You said last night that
you aren’t magically strong enough to leave so soon.” Taking a deep
breath she ignored the queasy feeling in the pit of her stomach and
spoke the lie, determined to make it true. “If it isn’t safe for us
here, then come back to my village. My mother will welcome you into our
home as my husband. Stay here with me. You will be safe.”
He picked up a skin bag and began
randomly stuffing her possessions into it. “Go back to your home? No,
that is the last thing I will do. I will not draw those who track me
into your people’s unprotected midst.”
In desperation, she cried, “But how
will you manage then?”
Dropping the now filled bag, he came to
her and took her in his arms. “I will manage somehow, my Star, because I
have to,” he said and kissed her.
“Let me help you.”
He studied her face, then nodded.
“There is something you can do for me that would be most helpful.”
“What?”
“Go back to your village and bring me
your father.”
“My father! He hates all seals—and the
Dina’Rhon. Seals steal fish from his nets and he believes that the seal
cries in the night can lure an unwary human soul to drown as the person
longs to follow them into the indigo world of the Dina’Rhon. My father
is the last person who would want to help us.”
The Seal Man barked a laugh. “In this
case, I think your father will forego his prejudice and be more than
willing to help me.”
#
It took them three days to circle round
to her village through the rougher country on the higher slopes. Each
night they lay tangled in each other’s arms and made love. Shashil
wished their time together would never end. Though it was the wrong part
of her woman’s cycle, she desperately wanted something of him to remain
with her forever. So, with that in mind, she focused her will on making
her body comply with her wish to conceive his child. And by the time
they neared the village she was sure she carried his child tucked safely
away in the warm darkness of her womb.
On that last day, Shashil put on her
hide dress, hid her lover in the willow scrub along Hot Spring Creek and
walked downstream looking for her father. He was often to be found by
the creek in the late afternoon if he wasn’t away fishing. As she’d
hoped, he was sitting on a log smoking his pipe. At her call, he looked
round, startled to see her standing across the creek from him. He stood
immediately and came down to the water, peering across at her.
“What is wrong, daughter? It isn’t your
time to return; why are you here?”
“I need—someone needs your help. I
won’t break taboo and cross the creek, but please come over to me.” When
he hesitated, she said, “I am not on my moon-time. Please come. I—we
need you.”
Without more argument he crossed the
creek to her. “If there is trouble, I would come no matter what. Tell me
what is wrong.”
For answer she led him deeper into the
willows. Stepping into a small thicket the fisherman jerked to a stop,
startled by the man, wearing only his daughter’s washed but -stained
loincloth, who rose to greet them. The fisherman’s mouth thinned to a
hard line when he recognized the dark eyes and brindled hair of a
Dina’Rhon. And his temper flared even hotter when his daughter put her
arm around the waist of the seal man and looked up at the creature with
adoring eyes. “What are you doing here, soul stealer?”
“Father, please, he’s not like the Seal
Folk in the old tales. He hasn’t tried to hurt me or steal anything. I
found him on the shore wounded by monsters from another world. He needs
your help to elude them.”
The Dina’Rhon stepped away from her and
bowed to the fisherman. “I am very grateful to your daughter. But now
that I am stronger, I must leave so the ones who trail me won’t bring
trouble to your people. To throw them off my scent, I ask that you
paddle me far out in your canoe before I dive down into the other world
from which I came.”
His anger cooling somewhat, the
fisherman grumbled, “I will help you, if only to have you gone before
you cause more trouble. I will bring my canoe to the bottom of the
creek. Be ready.” Turning to his daughter, the fisherman said, “Your
moon blood retreat is at end. You will come back with me to the village
now. I will tell your grandmother what has happened.”
“No,” Shashil cried. Putting an arm
about her lover, she faced her father defiantly. “I want to go with you
and him in the boat. I want to help.”
Slipping out of her grasp, he took her
hands in his. “No, my Star, your father is right. You must go back to
your village.”
“I won’t go back. I want to go with you
into that other world—”
“No!” both the Seal and the fisherman
said in unison.
“But you said my woman’s power was
strong—I saved you before. I can—”
He laughed, deep in his throat and
hugged her to him. “Oh, yes, your woman’s power is strong, but it isn’t
invincible. You could not survive where I must go.”
She leaned against him, drinking in the
pungent scent of male and fish that always clung to him. “Then let it be
true what the old stories say,” she whispered. “A Seal is a soul
stealer. When you leave a part of me will go with you—be with you
forever.”
He looked deep into her eyes and read
the truth of her words there. “Oh, my Star, I am so sorry. Truly, I
didn’t want this to happen.”
Once more she hugged him, looking up
into his enigmatic, dark eyes, willing him to accept. “I know you don’t
want, but you do need what only I can give you right now. As I told you
before, I want to help you. If you won’t take me with you, then I freely
give my life’s essence as gift. Take what you need of my power to make
you strong enough to pass through the portal. For the sake of both our
worlds, you must survive to war against our enemies.”
He let out a long sigh, then
acquiesced. “All right. I don’t like it, but you are right; I do need
your gift. I might not survive the journey otherwise.”
“So, Dina’Rhon, in spite of your lying
protests to the contrary, you will be true to your foul nature and
accept my ignorant, foolish daughter’s gift of herself after all.” The
bitterness in the fisherman’s voice made them look round. They’d become
so intent on each other, they’d forgotten that he hadn’t left yet.
His dark eyes pools of a secret
knowing, the Seal said, “You are quick to judge me, before you
understand all that is at stake here. But have no fear for her; I will
be gentle and take from her only what I need to ensure I survive. And
remember, in the months to come, I am not the only one who has taken
something of value.”
Curling his hands into fists, the
fisherman said, “And just what do you mean by that?”
The Dina’Rhon refused to say more,
answering the fisherman’s glare with an enigmatic smile that showed his
canines.
Shashil stepped between them, and hands
on hips glared at her father. “He is no thief; stopped saying that! I am
a woman grown now; I can decide for myself what to do with my life.”
The fisherman dropped his eyes in
surrender. “I can see that the damage has already been done; he has
stolen away a part of you, and there is no point in arguing with you
further, my girl. Like the rest of the women in your lineage, you are
too stubborn for your own good,” he grumbled. “I will get my canoe. The
sooner he is gone the better.”
The dream images of my shaman’s trance
faded as the lovers walked hand and hand down to the beach to meet
shashil’s father in his canoe.
#
My throat dry, my body stiff and aching,
I opened my eyes and looked around the dim room. It was late, nearly
dawn. The storm had blown itself out during the night while I journeyed
in the trance. On the ground at my feet, the girl slept wrapped in
blankets, snoring softly. Several more women had come in during the
night, keeping a silent vigil against the opposite wall.
I wanted nothing more than my bed at
that moment, but first things first. I would have to tell them the sad
news, I could do nothing for the girl. A part of her had left with the
Seal and would always remain with him. Licking dry lips, I softly called
my apprentice to bring me water and help me up.
Later that day as I sat in the
fisherman’s canoe while he paddled me home, I looked out over the calm
green ocean and said a silent prayer for the warrior who in some unknown
world battled with others of his kind for our survival. I wished him
bright blessings.
Turning to the fisherman, I said
conversationally, “You never told your wife and her mother about your
part in all this—why?”
He nearly dropped his paddle into the
water with his shock. “If you had told them about the Dina’Rhon, there
would have been no reason to fetch me from my home and pay my fee.”
Not resuming his strokes, he placed his
paddle across the gunwale to look at me. “You are right; I knew about
the Seal, but I also hoped that someone with your reputation—and
lineage—might have been able to cure her malady.”
I sighed, seeing the pain and the guilt
deep in his eyes. “You did the right thing in helping him. I know that
is no comfort for what you have lost. She was a vibrant, beautiful young
woman. It grieves me as well to see her like she is. You love her
deeply, I know.”
“I never could refuse her what she
wanted.”
I reached out my hand and laid it on his
strong arm for a moment. “Be at peace with yourself. The herbs I left
with your wife will ease her torment, when the nights are long and the
seal song calls to her. And after the child is born she may improve a
great deal more.”
His head jerked up at that revelation.
“But how can that be? I knew they had been lying together, but she was
bleeding at the time.”
I let out a low ironic laugh. Men could
be so naive at times. “You have unjustly called the Dina’Rhon a thief.
But it was your daughter who used her woman’s power wrongly and is the
true thief in this matter. Now she carries his child, a child who will
suffer the torments and joys of such a mixed lineage. A child who will
someday need my guidance.”
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